Day 48 - pictures

Day 48 - College

It's been a while since I posted but nothing major happened. Cerby got neutered two days ago, we went to the Zoo, I got my college books and well tomorrow the class officially start. I have this drive to do the classes all the time, just to make sure I finish all of them on time and avoid delays because of Melody. So I read one chapter yesterday and today I want to finish the rest. We will see how far I will get.

Cerby and Iceis have to be separated cause they can not play together until the stitches dissolve.

I will post again :)

Day 31 - Upset

I am really upset about the news I got from the doc. At first i wasn't concerned at all, but after reading online about this condition I do understand more and I am upset that I got it, upset that the pregnancy messed me up so much. I really feel like crying.

I have a split muscle under my belly button, it is called 'diastasis recti'. You can not repair by doing regular exercises because the two muscles were being held together by a not muscle and this tore, the only thing to make it like it was is sew it back together (Tummy tuck)

I can not do the regular sit ups I have to do different exercises. I have a lot of skin left after the pregnancy and this of course also won't go away. I am pissed!!!! I hate that as of right now. If I gain weight the fat and my organs will push to the outside and this could cause "hernia"?, lower back pain, and I am already not walking straight which could make it worse. So I will have to maintain my weight my whole life. Ok it is healthy but man I hate the fact that something is not right with my body. It was always perfect and now this. Makes me feel sick.

I will stop reading online about this and do these exercises. So annoyed.

Good thing is my moles are all ok.

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Day 29 - Twilight book

The last 3 days I was just reading whenever I had a chance to. I got the book from the library and finally found time to read, it is fascinating and I don't want to put it to the side, but of course I have to, there is Melody and the dogs and other things around the house I have to do.

Besides that everything is still the same here, no changes. It is still hot 110 F heat index or more, I stopped watering the grass since the last bill was $100, and it makes no sense cause the grass is getting green when I water it and during the day it is dying again. I am not mowing it, cause it will shock the grass according to an article I read.

Today I will hopefully get rid of the big TV in the garage and will be able to move the glass table and have space for our car in case there is a storm coming. The small TV will most likely go in Melody's room one day. I also got a code free DVD player so Melody can watch European DVDs.

I am potty training her and she is doing good, but we still have some work to do in that area :)

Things got a little more difficult when it comes to talking to Ricky, he is working all day and is cranky and tired so our conversations are short.

Until next time...

Day 25 - Time is flying

It was just Monday and now it's Friday evening, the time is really flying. I sent off the trunk and two packages, apparently it takes 4-5 days. The first one should arrive tomorrow or Sunday if they do deliver :)

Yesterday we went to a play date with Elena and her friends, it was really nice, Kids had fun we talked. :)I was home at 3 pm. Today had to run some errands before going to lunch with Nicole, yummy Chinese food. Tomorrow we will probably go swimming if everything works out :)

More important things: I got approved for financial aid!!! Yeah, I don't know exactly how much I will get but it says $2300 for a full time semester which is 12 credit hours, I have 8 credit hours. It will be around $1900 something :) I hope. I am really looking forward to this.

I will write in a few days again.

Day 22 - Hot and boring

Hot hot hot, 107F and heat index 120 F it's insane. They are telling us to stay inside or if we have to to drink a lot of water. Melody is taking a nap, so we are not outside.

I sent of the trunk yesterday 41lbs and $78.40. It was alright. Today i sent off the flat rate box $12.95, I am not done yet, I still have to get coffee and am waiting for the baby wipes so I can send them all in one box.

I got tine red ants (fire ants) in my veggie garden, they are all over my Cantaloupe, got attracted by the sweetness of the Cantaloupe. I was reading I should put some corn meal out they would eat it and it will then expand and blow them up :D But I didn't have corn meal only corn mix, so I still hope it will do its job.

Other then that nothing is going on. It is boring!!! I can't wait for the college classes to start.

I will make taco salad today, I got the idea from Tammy :)

Until next time.

Day 19 - Unbelievable

Wow and just shaking my head and I would love to tell someone, but maybe somebody will read this.

FSC 2-8 CAV is an unorganized group of people. My husband is at his FOB with only one pair of everything, because they didn't let them take all their stuff to the FOB and left the bags at the bigger camp. Now they got told the bags got lost somewhere. WTH, how can stuff like this even happen? Another higher ranking individual is tagging people and checking in at the FOB, people describing the area. I know most of the guys know where the army is but still.

Now that I left a comment on the companies FB side and he didn't like it, he deleted me. I 'liked' the FB page again, so he blocked me where I am not able to post on the wall anymore. And this is called support for the families???

Wow!!!

Please, make sure my husband and the good ones stays safe and sane. This is getting really ridiculous.